Ryan Patrick Bezy

This day will be a celebration
of the short time you were here.
You will always be remembered
with great love and many tears.
But to only feel pain and sorrow
would not be fair to you.
Your life meant so much more to us,
more than words could say.
You were here so briefly,
I wonder if you knew
all the ways you’ve touched
our world and our hearts
and everyone who knew you
since the day God called you home.
Now my child, you’re an angel
with your heavenly Father above,
we see not only what we’ve lost
but our capacity of love.
There will always be a big void
in our life and a hole in our
hearts that will never heal.
Our souls will grieve forever.
Will we forget or stop loving you?
No! Not now…not ever.
As this day is upon us,
oh, how our hearts still hurt.
But even as I mourn your death,
we will always celebrate your birth.
It was the happiest day of our lives.

THANK YOU KATHY, YOU ARE SUCH A SPECIAL, SWEET AND CARING PERSON, I WISH I COULD DO MORE TO HELP YOU ON THIS JOURNEY~ALWAYS AND FOREVER FRIENDS. I LOVE YOU GIRL**

My Child

I loved you for so many months
Before you were even born,
I talked and sang and read to you
And kept you safe and warm.

And when you opened first your eyes
And looked deeply into my soul,
My heart grew full, and with great relief,
I saw that you were whole.

Your tiny little bitsy fist,
Wrapped tight around my thumb,
The trust you placed upon me,
Struck me completely dumb.

How awesome was your little smile
That spoke of your dreams to me,
So trusting as you slowly nursed,
So dependant, relaxed and free.

Committed I myself to you,
As protector, friend and guide,
And watched you grow, a tender shoot,
Close ever by my side.

How shocked was I when the death angel came
And bore you to heaven’s home,
To fill a spot in God’s own heart,
And with Jesus talk and roam.

Please know, my child, how my heart breaks
That you have gone away;
Yet the love you opened up to me
Will last through judgment day.

Amid my grief my life goes on;
I learned so much from you:
How to trust my Heavenly Father
In everything I do.

Some great day when my life is done,
According to God’s plan;
I’ll bring my broken heart to you
And it will be whole again.

I thank my Lord for lending you,
In the way He did, to me.
For He used you as a building block
To my own eternity.

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(””’)-(””’)
I Love You

Ryan, wishing you & your family love, peace & happiness in 2010 & always.  God Bless!

The best present I’ve ever had is when God gave you to me. You have a part of me that will never belonged to anyone else. We can't be together this New Year but our souls are not really apart for you have the best part of me you have my soul and my heart.

As I sit silently everyday my eyes are blurred by tears, my heart is broken by the world I now have to live in. All I ever wanted in my life is to see you standing by my side, to see you smile, hear you laugh, hear you shout Mom, to have you here with me. You see sweetheart you made my life complete.

When I close my eyes I try really hard baby to see and hear to you, hold you close in my arms, but I can’t find you. It’s a long and lonely road I walk looking and searching for the only person I want to be with.

The day I first held you feels like yesterday The last day we had together feels like yesterday, The last time I heard you laugh and see you smile feels like yesterday. The day I lost you feels like yesterday. You see darling I don’t have a tomorrow I only have yesterday. But I need you here with me today, to hold you close, to touch your face, to hear you, I would change all tomorrows into yesterdays so I could have you here with me again today.

It is because of you that my life had a meaning, without you I have nothing, I am nothing I am a mom without her beloved child. Being your mom will always be the most proudest and most important part of my life. I want you to know darling that you are also the most important person in my life, you always will be. Everything I did was you I hope I did it right.

Always remember baby the relationship that we share will never fade and we will never truly be apart as you will always be a part of me and forever in my heart the love I have for you grows within my heart each day.

There are no words to express how much you mean to me. I know that we will be together again where no one can ever hurt us or keep us apart ever again. This day darling will come I know it within my heart.

I so proud of you darling I love and miss you so much I will every single day until that day comes when I can hold you again in my arms.

All my love darling forever Mom xoxo

LOVE, PEACE, HEALTH AND ALL THE HAPPINESS IN 2010 TO AND YOUR FAMILY. GOD BLESS YOU ANGEL. ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM XOXO

He Only Took My Hand


"Last night while I was trying to sleep,

My son's voice I did hear

I opened my eyes and looked around,

But he did not appear.

He said: "Mom you've got to listen,

You've got to understand

God didn't take me from you, mom

He only took my hand.

When I called out in pain that night,

The instant that I died,

He reached down and took my hand,

And pulled me to His side.

He pulled me up and saved me

From the misery and pain.

My body was hurt so badly inside,

I could never be the same.

My search is really over now,

I've found happiness within,

All the answers to my empty dreams

And all that might have been.

I love you all and miss you so,

And I'll always be nearby.

My body's gone forever,

But my spirit will never die!

And so, you must all go on now,

Live one day at a time.

Just understand-

God did not take me from you,

He only took my hand."

~Author Unknown

WISHING YOU A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS AND AN EVEN BETTER NEW YEAR.

LOVE, HOPE, PEACE, HEALTH AND ALL THE HAPPINESS IN 2010.

ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM XOXO

Thanks 4 thinking of my little brother Waylon.

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I'M SPENDING CHRISTMAS WITH
JESUS CHRIST THIS YEAR

I see the countless Christmas trees
around the world below;
With tiny lights like Heaven's stars
reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular
please wipe away that tear;
For I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs
that people hold so dear;
But the sounds of music can't compare
with the Christmas choir up here.

For I have no words to tell you
the joy their voices bring;
It is beyond description
to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me,
but please remember dear,
That I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I cannot tell you of the splendour
of the peace inside this place;
Can you just imagine Christmas
with Our Saviour, face to face?

I will ask Him to light your spirit
as I tell Him of your love;
So pray for one another
as you lift your eyes above.

Please let your hearts be joyful
and let your spirit sing;
For I am spending Christmas in Heaven
And walking with the King !