Ryan Patrick Bezy

Bub, you are so loved & missed, I hold you close in thought and even closer in my heart. I am forever heartbroken with out you. There are no words to express the emptyness that is there where you should be. There isn't a day that goes by that you are not thought of & missed. I can't wait to be with you again... until then I will carry you always in my heart. xoxo,♥
 

Happy Easter, Bub!  I hope you and grandpa had a wonderful Easter....you are so loved and missed. Nothing is right with out you here, I miss you so, I can't hardly breathe, my heart hurts....I carry you in my heart and I will be broken until the day I come to be with you. Loving you & missing you so very much xoxoxox, ♥ 

 

Happy St Patrick's Day, Bub!!!    

I hope you had a wonderful day, this was always one of your favorite days! I know you were wearing green today, (your favorite color) You always wore green on St Patrick's Day.   I love & miss you more than any mere words could say. I am so lost here without you. I will forever carry you with me in my heart. You are in my thoughts always. xoxoxox, ♥

 

Happy Valentine Day! I wish I could have told you that in person...I love and miss you with all my heart & soul. You are my light, my heart, my world, I love & miss you more every day. Special days are even harder, this day brings back memories of you being a young boy and me getting candy for you for Valentines Day. I treasure my memories, but oh sometimes they hurt so bad... that I can't make anymore with you.  

It's just so hard to be here without you, Bub.... I wonder every day how I made it through another day.  Tomorrow Ashley is having Leland's 3rd Birthday party, you should be there with us... I often wonder if you would be a daddy by now... and your little one would be celebrating with us. Bub, I wonder if you knew just how much I loved/love you... I hope you always knew. Happy Valentine's day my precious Son. I love you more than there are words to describe just how much  xoxox,♥ 

Bub, Merry Christmas!  I love & miss you so very much... I know we would have spent the day together, we had never missed a Christmas... you always said that " I would never not see you on Christmas"  It hurts so much, I don't understand how I make it through the days... You were/ are my world, my life, my moon & stars....the light of my life. I hold on to knowing that one day we will spend all not only Christmas's but all our days together... I am so broken without you. I love you with all my heart & soul. I keep you close in my heart always.... I hope you had a wonderful Christmas, I know it must really be some celebration there in Heaven!  I know you were with your Grandpa, please give him a big hug for me & tell him I love & miss him so. Give all our loved ones a hug for me & tell them I love & miss them. Merry Christmas my precious Son, xoxo,♥

Bub, I love & miss you with all my heart & soul..... special days like these that I know I would have got to spend time with you hurt even more.   I treasure all the special memories I have with you, I hold them close in my heart and will until I'm with you again.  Happy Thanksgiving, Sweetheart... you will always be my light, forever xoxox, ♥