Ryan Patrick Bezy

Dear Ryan, i just wanted to say i think of you constantly. My heart breaks for your Mom, Ashley and Shannon. They love you so much. You were an Angel on earth. I truly believe that God's Children are His Roses, He looks over all the beautiful flowers and picks only the most beautiful ones.

We cry because of the pain we feel of the knowledge that you are no longer here, but we rejoice because we know you will never hurt again, you will live in a new body with the Lord forever more. Ryan, i will be so happy to walk up to you and see you smile, and to give you a big hug. You have changed my life in such a way.

I truly believe you are still amoung us in spirit. I think you come to us in those gentle breezes that make us say "Ahh that felt nice"...I believe those breezes are gentle kisses. If you see my momma, please tell her i love and miss her dearly.

Kiss Jesus for us all. Oh what a wonderful thing, the thought that you get to see the face of our Lord Jesus Christ. You are truly blessed sweetie. Good night sweet Angel. With lotsa love -

Belinda

Ryan, my handsome Angel,

I hope you know how much I love you. You were such a blessing, I can't even begin to know how to go on with my life without you. I visit your grave everyday, but it is still so hard for me to accept that you have gone to heaven. I can't wait till my day comes so I can be with you. That is the only thing that will heal my broken heart.

I know that you are with your grandpa and that heaven has to be a beautiful place. We just miss you so much, you are always on my mind and forever in my heart. I have so many wonderful memories of you, and I know that I will get to spend eternity with you and never have to say goodbye.  Love you with all my heart,  Mom

I can remember seeing you dance to "Lean Wit It Rock wit It". You could really dance...I can see you doing that right now....We played that song for you at the wedding...First time I've listened to it since you have been gone.

GOD Ryan I miss you so much....

Ryan, i sit here thinking of you on a constant basis...Sometimes i become angry that your life was ended so abruptly and without explanation. Other times i think of the beauty you must see in Heaven and think you would never want to come back to earth.

I guess the fear of the unknown is what makes it hard for me to accept this situation. I just hope God will let you know somehow that we will not rest until we know the truth of what really happened that fateful night when you left this world. We love you and will always hurt until we see you again...Love Belinda and Dad